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You know that they burned her horse1 O) {" W6 P1 e1 G
before her. Though it is not recorded,; F+ i& t, H- \) L* I
you know that they burned her Percheron
; M: S! ]% f2 k first, before her eyes, because you
V; b7 z0 G5 Y+ S9 ] know that story, so old that story,# V3 N; m" r8 S1 P: @" W
the routine story, carried to its
) n# l: N6 o/ Z! G% Z: { extreme, of the cruelty that can make0 G; V( k4 ?& M8 d# { u: L8 P
of what a woman hears a silence,+ \9 f; ~+ a7 W7 t# L
that can make of what a woman sees
9 w8 |3 L: v2 k6 L8 Q# o a lie. She had no son for them to burn,
; H. D- g5 J7 S/ j' f! _# B9 b0 O for them to take from her in the world- u! R. d% U1 h# u6 y/ _. m
not of her making and put to its pyre,
% V" X! ^6 B; ~9 i5 r. L( k& @ so they layered a greater one in front of) w" \! d& U' U u5 r+ w8 S+ F
where she was staked to her own——
8 e3 p9 x' c& q* [. u& t r as you have seen her pictured sometimes,
( C" b7 ^5 O2 e O3 Z: u her eyes raised to the sky. But they were$ c9 T" j2 O n( G7 u6 X
not raised. This is yet one of their lies.$ [- P, ~, O% n
They were not closed. Though her hands
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9 R/ `- k& K, p, Y$ O bound deep in what would become fire,0 Y T' q. _3 o. ~. J5 v
she watched. Of greenwood stakes
7 d- R6 `' c6 `2 o; y& q% n head-high and thicker than a man's waist/ W& o! ]" d* _6 b. U! S4 H
they laced the narrow corral that would not" A* d+ e) }7 R7 g
burn until flesh had burned, until. r6 l* r; ?1 D8 m
bone was burning, and laid it thick
! i9 [2 W2 a } with tinder——fatted wicks and sulphur,2 d( W$ M& U; L
kindling and logs——and ran a ramp! f6 X( b4 L0 o
up to its height from where the gray horse
1 ^, X5 {( {/ @2 S: ^- M waited, his dapples making of his flesh' \% ^# Y- H" s
a living metal, layers of life
@' a1 d) _. b8 }! y through which the light shone out6 ^: Q6 E- S+ n. ~) d
in places as it seems to through the flesh" W4 w7 V5 m& K: m3 N# k
of certain fish, a light she knew& q8 X( z3 h& A' t* M' k. n% K* d
as purest, coming, like that, from within., m6 R. M0 K$ T
Not flinching, not praying, she looked
5 @; b" i, ^ T3 R the last time on the body she knew$ D" r$ u' a* {/ Y& @
better than the flesh of any man, or child,
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of her mother——the chest with its1 Z+ |. ^7 m7 T; B& C; }9 E
perfect plates of muscle, the neck. \' m0 b( X# {4 R& Q
with its perfect, prow-like curve,& a" z) B! M$ y- R8 w
the hindquarters'——pistons——powerful cleft
+ W. o- k- p o% k+ L pennoned with the silk of his tail.
1 z$ B( ?1 d7 f+ p Having ridden as they did together
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their eyes found easiest that day
/ o- j/ |) b$ M8 D- L+ @ the way to each other, their bodies* x0 N$ H) K5 j3 b: h, g
wedded in a sacrament unmediated
/ B! J9 W( T3 D% A$ l6 k by man. With fire they drove him
# ^7 f# J5 }0 f- }7 C9 l% ~ up the ramp and off into the pyre9 |& Z0 |: t+ r6 V& t- p3 {1 v
and tossed the flame in with him.
* ^" P3 x- \5 ^3 d! x. @, v) b This was the last chance they gave her
# f9 C! I5 M3 D* S: D to recant her world, in which their power! y3 ]% V3 W& _& |! U/ _, M
came not from God. Unmoved, the Men) J3 N, f, z8 M/ x) D
of God began watching him burn, and better,& `' T' A' h, B: k& O1 ~
watching her watch him burn, hearing
5 C/ Z- z( ]' b& ~9 `* C, D the long mad godlike trumpet of his terror,
$ n2 I& O5 D$ h |. ? his crashing in the wood, the groan& B. p6 C+ r' c( v
of stakes that held, the silverblack hide, m3 x4 ~/ y& D+ K3 l9 [7 D3 K
the pricked ears catching first
1 F2 d% }" n7 _6 `) S( u like driest bark, and the eyes.) w- [# } G7 n: D
and she knew, by this agony, that she7 B' \1 r* f" P# d7 Q2 z6 ]
might choose to live still, if she would
& k2 |3 B! ?4 s but make her sign on the parchment6 j# p5 ~7 P! u. Z' Y i
they would lay before her, which now0 e6 q8 \& `/ u* L& I s
would include this new truth: that it: p& x" R! \" b$ x7 |
did not happen, this death in the circle,# {+ x9 A- Z4 a# F
the rearing, plunging, raging, the splendid3 P% R/ O2 ]: R( z/ W: e
armour-colored head raised one last time
. T b: U' i2 l1 M4 B; p above the flames before they took him! [) q, j* r' B! M6 z( b) m- j" D
——like any game untended on the spit——into# ~+ z( }/ \- }# e
their yellow-green, their blackening red.2 n( W; b: q; R( g# n6 V
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